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SYNERGY
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SYNERGY NEWSLETTER for 2010 Holidays & Jan, 2011 ***
Tantra:
THINK ORGASMIC by Janet Kira Lessin **** Husband Sasha and I are relationship counselors, tantra educators, sex therapists and polyamorous. Between our many interests working and interacting with thousands of students, colleagues and clients in our private practice, conferences, workshops, events and parties, we've just about seen or heard it all when it comes to human sexuality. Im not saying we know it all. But weve certainly been around the block a few times. I learned about orgasms because 1) I've been masturbating since before I started kindergarten, 2) have worked with thousands of clients, colleagues and students who have shared their stories as well as their techniques and 3) have been openly experimenting with my sexuality through making love and sharing sexual energy multiple partners for almost 20 years as an active polyamorist. My path has been out of the ordinary and most certainly an eye opener. It seems that men are born prepared for orgasms and have them without even thinking about it. Young men often experience their first orgasm in the form of a wet dream, somewhere in late puberty or early teens. But for many women orgasms are difficult to achieve. Some women are as naturally orgasmic as men, but other women need help orgasming, a bodily function that youd think would be as automatic as breathing. Inability to orgasm is as frustrating for women as erectile dysfunction is for men. For couples both orgasmic inability and erectile dysfunction can seriously affect a relationship and lead mates to justifying cheating. Religious programming, cultural conditioning and sexpectations as well as other psycho-emotional and even some physical limitations prevent women from experiencing orgasms, which we feel is their birthright. In my tantra/polyamory practice, Ive had more lovers than I would have had if I had been monogamous all my life. The upside to experiencing more than one penis and being a tantrica, is that Ive done the work to reintegrate my consciousness in to my yoni (vagina) through extensive yoni mapping, stimulation and by consciously projecting my mind to where my lovers fingers, tongue or lingam (penis) touches me. Like most women, until I learned tantra, I experienced a degree of disassociation, Despite the fact that I was naturally orgasmic, Ive had my fair share of sexual abuse and inappropriate sexual energy directed towards me when I was too young to handle it. I suspect my situation is more common than imagined. Molestation, physical and sexual abuse is epidemic in this country as a result of societys sexual repression. Abuse and programming affect us to the cores of our being. Subconsciously these things affect our attitudes around sex and relationships and as a result, we go through life with blinders on, unaware of how things we learned at our mothers breast (or lack of it) and throughout our childhood stay with us throughout our lives. Until I did my family of origin work and reprogrammed my religious and cultural conditioning, I didnt experience the full potential of my sexuality. After I reprogrammed, I regained my full orgasmic abilities and can now orgasm for hours on end. My orgasm reconnects me to Source. I am becoming more conscious and each day I regain more memories of who I am as an eternal being. Were naturally orgasmic. But our culture stifles orgasmic energy to control the power of our sexual chakras. Our sex chakras harbor our creativity. When we create with sexual energy, we co-create with Source. Our divine purpose is to manifest infinite diverse possibilities for experiences. Diversity is our prime directive. Thats why we agree to go unconscious, so we can totally be here in this world and diversify our experiences. Traditional religions marginalize our sexual spiritual connection to Source. Some religions demonize our sexuality, making it appropriate only for procreation and other times when one has sex is sinful. Some religious sects perform clitorectomies on their young woman (the equivalent of male castration) so that they cannot enjoy the full potential of their sexual power and pleasure. As a world I find it horrendous that we permit societies to do such heinous things in the name of religion or tradition. We know about this yet do nothing to those who mutilate women in such a fashion. But would we sit back and tolerate male castration? Would we allow the creation of eunuchs like we had in the past? I doubt it. The only religion Im aware of that celebrates sex is tantra. And so, tantra, which can be combined with and compliment other religions, reconnects us to Source, the Divine. Through tantra we remember our original purpose for subparsing through the levels of existence down to this dimension, the lowest vibrational frequency, the zone/dimension that we call life. By accessing my orgasm, I took back my life, reclaimed my sexuality which is my greatest gift to myself and the world. My orgasm is my connection to myself, my soul and God/Divine/Universal Consciousness. Until I dove deep down inside of myself, recovered the fractured pieces of my soul, I was incomplete. Since I was incomplete, I sought to complete myself through relationships. I became co-dependent rather than interdependent. My life and my relationships were extremely dysfunctional. Im not saying Im now perfect and that my relationships are perfect. I realize my work will last for quite a while. But I now have recovered most pieces of my poor fractured soul. And my healing as made me more attractive. Ive cleared the way for the cosmos to deliver my twin flame/soul mate(s) to me. And through this work clearing my chakras, balancing and creating a higher vibratory frequency within my being, I found my divine beloved and we love and live in partnership rather than patriarchy and hierarchy (which totally sucks). It took a lot of work. But its well worth it for now I am truly alive. Before I was some kind of zombie, a matrix programmed slave sleep-walking through life full of shoulds and should-nots. Through focus, intention and stimulus generalization, Ive awakened my yoni fully and now the entire area, all the tissue, from front to back, orafice to cervix, inside and outside is alive, tingling and able to meet my lovers touch. My alive yoni is ready to greet and experience love fully. For me, love is connected to my sexuality and I celebrate my connection to others. While I remain choosy about whom I wish to mix and mate with physically, I do enjoy running energy with many and my energy activates others, makes them aware of their true sexual spiritual connection to one another and the Divine/Source. ADJUST YOUR VAGINA TO YOUR LOVERS LINGAMS Ive been blessed to experience many lingams, large and small, thick and thin. Ive learned how to adjust my yoni through conscious thought and intention to clamp down or expand to feel and compensate for the variations in penis size. If my lover has a large head on his lingam, Ive learned how to tighten my muscles around his tissue maximizing pleasure for both of us. There wasnt any books or formal studies in how to do this. I managed to do this through my thought and intention to love and be loved, to experience pure joy and surrender to my orgasm. When you surrender to orgasm, you let go. Its like falling, or jumping off a cliff. Yes, its scary at first. You lose a part of yourself, in a sense. Thats why they call orgasms the "mini death". But actually youre merging yourself with your lover, just for a moment at first, and gradually, together, over time and with practice, you merge yourself with God Source and all of creation. When youre one with God Source, you remember who you really are. You feel your oneness. You know that your oneness with each other and the Universe is absolute truth. Yes, it can be frightening to lose yourself so completely in the apparent other. But once you allow yourself to merge with love, you actually find yourself learn how to truly love yourself completely. I began my tantra path through self pleasuring and before I even knew the word tantra existed. At a very young age I felt orgasmic. Perhaps I came in to this planet that way. Maybe Ive been a dakini in many past incarnations. While I was able to feel beautiful, lovely sensations when very young, I dont think I had a full orgasm until much later, somewhere in my teens. But then again, what is an orgasm? Perhaps the energy I experienced was a first level orgasm and by the time my body grew and developed so it could fully respond to my touch, I was now in higher levels of orgasm. From early childhood through adolescents I ran energy up through the core of my being connecting to something greater than myself as often as I could find time to be alone with myself. I learned very young, was self taught. I think anyone can do this at any time. It just involves time, patience and tuning in to yourself, learning how to make love to yourself. And once you love yourself, you can truly learn how to love others. Once you reconnect to yourself and open the communication lines between you and God Source, you are free to let go when you orgasm because you know where youre going, which is home. Its no longer frightening. Then you learn how to let go with another. For most that other person is a lover, a Beloved, one with whom you feel safe. But actually if you master orgasm, you can take people with you home to Source. They awaken, remember. Maybe not consciously at first. But the lesson goes in unconsciously and gradually awakens the whole being over time in divine order so as to not totally blow the mind of the person experiencing the awakening process. YOU CAN LOVE MEN INTO CONNECTIVITY WITH SELF AND SOURCE A good dakini (or prostitute for that matter) can serve as a healing vessel for men who are disconnected from themselves and Source. Since men come in with a natural ability to orgasm, they tend to orgasm on the lowest level and are not motivated to learn about the other levels of orgasms. When you learn how to orgasm at different levels and utilize more parts of your body and being, you break open the pathways to divine love, Source, bring heaven to earth and experience your connections with others. Thats the ultimate blessing of mastering a tantric practice. Once centered between heaven and earth, you are a more conscious, aware, centered being and from that place, life flows easier for yourself and those all around you. You are a gift to humanity. People sense it and wish to be around you. EPIPHANY SEXUAL EXPERIENCES Epiphany sexual experiences like the very first time we experience an orgasm often sets the pace for our orgasms for the rest of our lives. If you like where you are, thats fine. But for some its torture. Recently we had a client who experienced her first orgasm by stimulation from water running over her clit. From then on she needed to orgasm that way. When she married she found she couldnt orgasm through lovemaking with her husband. Eventually they learned how to transfer her orgasm from being anchored to water stimulation to a vibrator. But still they werent able to experience orgasm through lovemaking. Vibrators tend to overstimulate and desensitize tissue. While using a vibrator may teach a non-orgasmic woman how to orgasm, the woman needs to associate her orgasm with living tissue. In this case, the woman wanted to experience an orgasm while her husband had intercourse with her. He wanted her to be happy sexually. They wanted to come together. They came to us for help. We helped her direct her orgasm and anchor it with her beloved. We gave them instruction and homework to gradually over time learn how to associate her orgasm with flesh rather than some other, artificial means. Ultimately, if we had more time with them, wed coach then and assist her until she reclaimed her orgasm for herself and not associate it with any particular person, but through loving her own self. Once she owns her own orgasm, shes free to orgasm alone or with any partner. Since they were monogamous, she would probably only chose to orgasm with her husband or alone (as he travels frequently). Through my tantra practice and life experiences, I've learned there are many ways for women to have orgasms. Women need to realize that their orgasm begin with themselves. They need to look within, identify how they achieve or block orgasms. If they're associating their orgasm with another person, thing or particular type of stimulation (manual or visual), they're disempowering themselves. They need to rethink it all and wrap their heads around orgasms. All else will follow suit. Because physical orgasms begin in the mind (and the mind is a powerful thing that can work for or against you), if you're not having orgasms, you need to retrain your mind. The entire vagina can become an erogenous zone. Through a process called stimulus generalization, where one teaches the mind to feel and recognize sensations in areas that are otherwise desensitized to feeling and thus preventing enough physical stimulation to permit orgasms. I discovered that I could orgasm with many people as sexual partners having full intercourse simply by training myself not to single source my orgasm with a particular person or thing, but to access my orgasm as my orgasm, and not as something that someone else does to me. Its my power, my connection to Source and I can find it and let go whenever I chose. I have become the chooser when it comes to orgasms. And orgasming is my connection to God Source, so its always there, just a few steps away. My oneness with the All That There Is is my prayer and my meditation to love and the Beloved. I am the Beloved. All are my Beloveds. I neednt have sex with all my Beloveds, but I can run energy at will. And when I project my shaktipod, they can feel it even though were across the world. If you
cant orgasm, dont give up. If theres nothing wrong
physically, it could be something emotional deep within your
subconscious. If youre a couple and cant orgasm, seek the
assistance of a trained daka, dakini or both. We have highly
trained tantra professionals at the Temple of Tantra and
continually train tantra therapsists, counselors and coaches
here at the School of Tantra (www.schooloftantra.com)
in Maui, Hawaii and through online distance learning. Were
also available to travel. Contact us at
schooloftantra@aol.com or call 808-244-4103.
Polyamory: POLYAMOROUS POWWOWS by Sasha Lessin, Ph.D. Poly conferences and tantra confabs provide participants perfect places to contact potential lovers and tantra buddies. At conferences like the "Create and Enhance Conscious Polyamorous and Tantric Relationships" at Harbin Hot Springs California this July 29 -31, Network for a New Culture and the Poly Community at Burning Man in August, you can meet and quickly get to know people with whom you might fall in love--or at least in attraction enough to know if you want to consider as possible intimates. Some polys and tantricas get together in these conferences every year with lovers from other parts of the country, meet new lovers, learn techniques to make multiple intimacies ever-more satisfying. Poly and tantra newbies learn in the conferences from us old-timers what works well as we wean ourselves from the monogamous matrix and find freedom and fulfillment with new soulmates and pod participants. Some folks are monogamous most of the year but celebrate polyamory and tantra at conference time. Others make contacts and make arrangements to get together beyond the conference, even to create tantric relationships, polyfidelous families or ongoing poly pods. The seminars at a conference like the Harbin World Polyamory and Tantra Conference offer structured relating exercises, discussions of pair dating, open marriage, triad formation and maintenance, as well as cuddle parties, group massage and yoga classes where you can talk to, touch and interview like-minded folk who, like you, seek tantric friends, multiple lovers and a community that supports tantric and polyamorous lifestyles. The seminars teach you how to advertise yourselves on the internet, deal with straight relatives, employers and Sarah Palins. Presenters like Chris Ceri teach you how to create your own discrete erotic parties in ways that ensure everyone has a good time. Chris leads a tantric ritual Saturday night that opens all your chakras.
Conferences like these, springing up all over
the U.S. and Europe, let you know you are not
alone. You can love more and have more love for
yourself and enjoy your lovers loving more. You
learn there are techniques to keep loving more
pleasurable and growthful and trandform
potenitlly painful interaction into ecstatic
multiperson loving.
Relationships: SEX, LIES AND ALTERNATIVE
RELATIONSHIPS - Part II: The Vision by Janet
Kira Lessin
Sasha and I have been together 13 years
(anniversary October 16, 1997). Weve always had
the vision of creating conscious community. We
shared how we thought would be the best way for
this vision to come into being. We agreed that
all members of a poly tribe living in community
need to do their family of origin work and clear
cultural conditioning and religious programming.
We imagined if each person owned their shit,
wed have the best shot at success.
To date, communitys pretty much just a theory
for us. Weve not been able to get many to agree
to do their personal growth work. And for the
few that do, if Sash and I fall into our
negative bonding pattern, they exclaim that its
not working because see, were screwing up. We
somehow become Mommy and Daddy and if we fail
and fight, its all an illusion.
But some come back. Weve had some major
disconnects from people whove come to play with
us on this level of higher, more intimate
stakes. Amazingly, after the dust settles and a
little bit of time passes while we lick our
wounds, we evolve to a higher level and take a
look at what happened from a different
perspective.
Bonding patterns, negative and positive, exist
for all the relationship configurations in a
family or in this instance, a community which is
a form of family. But instead of being born into
relationship with one another, we seek each
other out and attempt to create a family from a
group of unrelated people.
We tend to evoke in others those dysfunctional
tendencies we had with our parents and probably
our siblings to some degree. Subconsciously we
seek to heal from those ancient wounds, the
issues shaped in the womb, fed at our mothers
breasts and imprinted and rejected or embraced
through the years while our parents or
caretakers attempted to shape and mold our
morality and behavior.
We find ourselves in reaction, either owning and
internalizing characteristics and behaviors of
our grown ups that guided us, or we reject them,
demonize them and in some cases, react to things
when they appear in those who come in to our
lives as if our pants were on fire.
Tis amazing how that works, how unconscious we
can be about things when we havent done the
work on ourselves. For example, I had an extreme
aversion to bald people. It was beyond reason,
beyond anything I could recall. But when
regressed during a tantra yoni mapping session,
I remembered that I had been orally raped by a
bald man. I was completely destabilized when
recovering this memory. My world was shattered
for a while as I felt so betrayed by the secrets
and subsequent lies that haunted my life
unconsciously all those years creating reactions
and drama which none could explain until that
momentous day when finally, the truth emerged.
The truth did set me free and in fact is the
probably the only reason I am alive to write
this to you this day. But I have to admit. It
did hurt. But in hindsight, I wouldnt, couldnt
have it any other way.
Perhaps theres ultimately perfect timing in the
telling of things that have potential to harm
and dismay. But now, with all said and done, I
love living a life of truth and transparency.
From this perspective, when I hear how people
lie, cheat and sneak around, I understand on one
hand yet on the other, I just cant grok how one
can continue to lie when the truth feels so
good. I personally found that keeping track of
lies was so complicated, I was most likely to be
the first to slip and tell. And when the other
person in the web found out, the pain they
experienced felt more like my own then theirs
and I not only felt their pain, but suffered
from subsequent pangs of guilt that I tormented
myself, sometimes for years, until I did the
therapy around the issue and learned to forgive
myself and ultimately love myself again for
being human after all.
Everyone lies. But do we have to? And if we do,
can we somehow return to truth sooner than later
to minimize fall out and maximize joy?
But lies start early, in the womb, for some,
even before. People lie. Sometimes were raised
by people were told are our parents and it ends
up being a lie. Someone else was our birth
mother or father. Someone other than the person
we knew, grew to love or hate was the one that
planted the seed or carried us.
My life was full of lies. Some lies deeply
affected my life, shaped it, molded it, almost
destroyed it.
End of Part II: The Vision
Next, Part III: Lies My Parents Told Me
Disclosure Project - UFO's in the News
I believe the truth is out
there and it will set us free. Really. It's not just some cliche' from the
"X-Files." With disclosure we'll see
radical changes in reality. None of us really know what's going to happen,
but there are some indicators. And I feel deep in my soul that someone out
there loves us. There are technologies that
already exist and are being utilized by higher level civilizations that could
eliminate death, disease, aging, pollution, war and begin to filter down to all
levels of society creating a kind, loving, conscious civilization where all our
basic needs (healthy food, clean water, fresh air, shelter, clothes,
right-livelihood) will be met. Violence and crime will be a thing of the past.
Our energy concerns will be met with systems that don't pollute or destroy our
world. We'll move from a money-based system to something far more
efficient and intelligent. The future is bright, hopeful, pregnant with
possibilities. Wow, just saying all that makes
my head spin and my heart soar! It makes sense. There has to be advanced
species out there who've evolved past some reptilian monster phase. We've
been isolated long enough to develop enough technology to blow ourselves to
kingdom come thousands of times over. It's shit or get off the pot time
and if we don't get some kind of divine intervention this time around, we're
about to devolve again for the umpteenth time and this time we may not recover,
but go the way of the dinosaurs. Extinction or evolution. What do you choose? Indicators are we are being
watched and someone does give a dam. I'm betting on ET and I know, I feel
it, in my bones that we'll be preserved because we've paid our dues and our
worthy of such loving intervention to save us from our sorry selves. I'm not saying that each and
every one of us may survive to live in our current bodies that we inhabit. But
who really knows? We're on the countdown to something huge.
It's time to take off the blinders and pay attention to the news. Like
John Lennon said, "I heard the news today, oh boy!" So I'd like you to join me and
wrap your heads around this. If we can conceive it, we believe it and can
achieve it. Just the fact that we can perceive a Utopian outcome to this
dilemma humanity finds ourselves facing in these times, means that it exists and
has a strong possibility of becoming our reality. Imagine that. Below are some of the top
stories I found this week. Do a search. I know you'll find hundreds more. May we all find peace, peace on Earth, between all peoples, in space, between all beings. WikiLeaks: new diplomatic cables contain UFO details, Julian Assange says http://www.xnewsarchive.com/2010/10/ufoalien-disclosure-coming-soon-are-you-ready/
UFO DISCLOSURE BOMBSHELL:
NEW ZEALAND's DEFENCE FORCE RELEASES HUNDREDS http://www.examiner.com/ufo-in-canada/3-very-large-objects-space-flying-to-earth Ancient Anthropology: WHY THEY STARTED MUTILATING OUR PHALLUSES by Sasha Lessin, Ph.D. Many Westerners and most Jews without their adult consent, have had their foreskins amputated. There's no valid medical reason for this violation; you can clean your foreskin as you can your ears. Circumcision originates in the conditions in which our species was created and, later, how the surviving loyalists to a Nibiran astronaut let themselves be mutilated so he and his assistants could identify them. HOW WE GOT OUR FORESKINS: ENKI, COMMANDER, EARTH, RESPONDS TO MINERS' MUTINY, GRAFTS NIBIRAN & HOMO ERECTUS GENES TO MAKE PRIMITIVE WORKERS 300,000 years ago, Earth's climate warmed dramatically. In Africa, Enki, the great scientist from Nibiru, left goldmines he was managing until the Nibiran astronauts obtained enough to tranmit to Nibiru to refine as a shield to protect the latter planet's atmoshpere as it made its 3,600 earth-years orbit around Solaris. Enki left the goldmines to Foreman Ennugi. Enki went North, to what's now Zimbabwe. There, Enki and his son Ningshizidda set up a lab to study some of the species on Earth during more than 4 billion years since the waters of Proto-Earth (Tialmat) and those of Nibiru, mixed [Sitchin, Z., Genesis Revisited, page 121]. Apemen devolved, probably, from earlier settlement of Earth by Homo Sapiens particularly fascinated Enki and Ningizidda [Cremo, M., Human Devolution, pages 9 - 41]. Enki believed these apemen would, in a few million years, evolve into Homo Sapiens, the species also of the Nibirans. Apemen's intelligence and their compassion for other animals drew Enki's interest. The apemen freed animals from Enki's traps. Back at the African goldmining center, miners complained that Ennugi worked them too hard. Ennugi radioed Enki, but Enki sympathized with the miners. Enki secretly coached the miners to trap Commander Enlil and manipulate him to accept a plan he (Enki) had for the apemen. The miners followed Enki's plan. First, they drastically reduced their shipments of gold to Ninurta in Badtibira. Enlil sent Ninurta to investigate and Enki returned to the mines. At the mines, Ninurta and Ennugi heard miner complaints. The miners "were backbiting and lamenting, in the excavations they were grumbling. 'Unbearable is the toil.'" Invite Enlil to the mines, Enki suggested to Ninurta, Let the Commander see how the miners suffer. When Enlil and his Vizier, Nusku, arrived, "'Let us unnerve Enlil'...mine-working heros shouted. 'Of the heavy work let him relieve us. Let us proclaim war, with hostilities let us gain relief.' To their tools they set fire, fire to their axes they put." They held Mine Boss Ennugi hostage and, with tools as torches, surrounded the house Enlil occupied. Enlil beamed King Anu to shuttle to Earth and execute the miners' leaders and their instigator (implying Enki). Anu arrived in Africa and conducted an inquiry. But no miner revealed leaders or instigator. The King also sympathized with the miners. Ninurta wanted better equipment for new miners from Nibiru. Enki told Ningishzidda, "Let us create a Lulu, a primitive worker, the hardship to take over, let the Being the toil of the Anunnaki [astronaut-pioneers] carry on his back.... The Being that we need, it already exists. All that we have to do is put on it the mark of our essence [ie, our genes], thereby a Lulu, a Primitive Worker shall be created!" [The Lost Book of Enki, pages 124 -127] Enki showed the apemen to Enlil and Ninurta, "Ningishziddha, my son, their fashioning essence [DNA structure] has tested; akin to ours it is, like two serpents it is entwined. When with our life essence shall be combined, our mark upon them shall be, a Primitive Worker shall be created. Our commands will he understand. Our tools he will handle, the toil in the excavations he shall perform, to the Anunnaki in the Abuzu [Africa] relief shall come." [Sitchin, Z., 2002, The Lost Book of Enki, page 130] ENKI, NINGISHZIDDA & NINMAH CREATE SERVANT SPECIES (300,000 years ago) Enlil objected to Enki's plan. Don't create a Nibiran/Apeman slave class here on Earth, Enlil reminded Enki, "On our planet [Nibiru], slavery has long ago been abolished, tools are slaves, not other beings."[Sitchin, Z., 1985, The Wars of Gods and Men, pages 130]. Ninurta added that to get gold better, Enki should make machines, not slaves. Earthlings we create, Enki repied, shall helpers, not slaves, be. Enlil still protested: To clone hybrid beings is in The Rules Of Planet Journeys forbidden. Enki responded, a new species create we shall not; the Apeman of Earth is in his fashioning essence [genotype] as we of Nibiru [Homo Sapiens] are. Our ancestor the Apeman is; into us he evolves. Quicken Apeman shall we, speed him but some millions of years to what has only always been his destiny. The brother rivals, Enki and Enlil, beamed their dispute to King Anu and the Council on Nibiru. Each brother had his say on whether Enki's team should develop hybrid workers. King and the council ruled, "Gold must be obtained. Let the Being be fashioned! The Council decided....Forsake The Rules of Planetary Journeys, let Nibiru be saved." [Sitchin, Z., 1985, The Wars of Gods and Men, pages 132]. Enki, Ninmah and Ningishziddha--The research team---created many combinations of apeman and other creatures (depicted by our ancients as hybrids such as centaurs) in their lab in Africa. [Sitchin, Z., 1990, Genesis Revisited: 164 -165] Enki and Ningishzidda copulated with apewomen. When no pregnancies followed, Enki and Ningishzidda collected their own seed and used it to fertilize apewoman ova and create zygotes in test tubes. They surgically implanted the zygotes in apewomen. But the hybrid babies born of the apewomen lacked vision, hand dexterity or internal functioning. Ninmah overcame some of the deficiencies when she added copper and clay of Earth to the vessels for the next zygote. But this zygote developed into a hybrid Earthling who lacked speech capacity. [Sitchin, Z., The 12th Planet, page 352]. Enki implanted a test-tube-grown zygote formed from his sperm and an apewoman ovum in Ninmah's womb, rather than the womb of an apewoman, to see if the baby Ninmah bore could speak. "In the clay vessel the admixture they made, the oval of an Earth female with Anunnaki male essence they put together. The fertilized egg into the womb of Ninmah by Enki was inserted. There was conception. "To a male child Ninmah birth was giving. Enki the boy child held in his hands, the image of perfection was he. He slapped the newborn on his hindparts; the newborn uttered proper sounds." He could speak. "He handed the newborn to Ninmah. 'My hands have made it!' victoriously she shouted." [Sitchin, Z., 1985, The Wars of Gods and Men, pages 138 - 139]. HYBRID, UNLIKE NIBIRAN ONLY BY FORESKIN, CLONED The baby, ADAMU [One Who's Like Earth's Clay] had smooth, dark red blood-colored skin and black-hair "like the clay of Abzu [Africa]." Adamu, I repeat, according to Sitchin's translation, had smooth, dark red blood-colored skin and black-hair. Adamu's penis differed from that of a Nibiran baby. "They looked at its malehood; odd was its shape, by a skin was its forepart surrounded, unlike that of Anunnaki malehood it was. 'Let the Earthling from us Anunnaki by this foreskin be distinguished.' So was Enki saying." [Sitchin, Z., 2002, The Lost Book of Enki page 139] Once she had Adamu, the prototype for the primitive worker, Ninmah sent for seven women from her Medical Corps in Shurubak to be womb-mothers to Adamu's clones. "'His essence alone as a mold shall be!,' so was Enki saying." [Sitchin, Z., 2002, The Lost Book of Enki, page 141] Ninmah assembled her volunteers, prepared the zygotes. She and her volunteers pledged unity with the Earthlings they'd create. "In seven vessels of the clay of Abzu [Africa] made, Ninmah ovals of the two-legged females placed." The fertilized ova, the zygotes, had been fertilized (with sperm from her brother Enki and his son Ningishzidda) in the clay jars. "The life essences of Adamu she extracted bit by bit in the vessels she it inserted. Then in the malepart of Adamu an incision she made, a drop of blood to let out. 'Let this a Sign of Life be; that Flesh and Soul have combined let it forever proclaim.' She squeezed the malepart for blood, one drop in each vessel to the admixture she added. 'In this clay's admixture, Earthling with Anunnaki shall be bound. To a unity shall the two essences, one of Heaven, one of Earth, together be brought.' In the wombs of the birth-giving heroines the fertilized ovals were inserted." [Sitchin, Z., 2002, The Lost Book of Enki, page 141] The birth heroines delivered, by caesarian, seven male hybrids, seven little clones of Adamu. Ningishzidda next created a female zygote to clone. He planted this zygote in Ninki, Enki's spouse. The hybrid Ninki bore and Ninmah delivered by caesarian, was Ti-Amat [Mother of Life], a sandy-blonde. Ningishizidda cloned Ti-Amat's essence into seven test-tube zygotes. He planted them in the same Med Corpwomen who'd borne the hybrid males. All of the surrogate mothers carried female hybrids, again delivered by caesarian. Ningishizidda told the surrogates he needed their wombs again. But Ninmah objected. For my heroines too burdensome is baring more Earthlings. Too few are the heroines to bare numbers enough to work mines. Enki brought Adamu and Ti-Amat to Edin, his place at the head of the Persian Gulf. He left the seven female and the eight male hybrids cloned from Adamu and Ti-Amat together in an enclosure at his African lab. The hybrids copulated frequently, but the females didn't conceive. Astronauts who worked the mines and shuttled gold threatened mutiny if Enki and Ningishziddha didn't deliver workers to relieve them. At the Med Center in Shurubak, Ningishzidda compared Nibiran genes and genes from Adamu and Ti-Amat. So Ningishzidda searched for the genes that allowed reproduction. When he compared genes of breeding Nibirans and the genes of Adamu and Ti-Amat, Ningishziddha found the loci on the Nibiran genotype that allowed reproduction. Nibiran females had a recessive XY chromomsomal allele in their genotype whereas Ti-Amat had only XX. Ningishzidda then anesthetized Enki, Ninmah and Ti-Amat. "From the rib of Enki the life essence he extracted; into the rib of Adamu the life essence he inserted. From the rib of Ninmah the life essence he extracted; into the rib of Ti-Amat the life essence he inserted. He proudly declared, 'To their Tree of Life two branches have been added, with procreating powers their life essences are now entwined.' " [Sitchin, Z., 2002, The Lost Book of Enki, page 148] Enki, Ninmah and Ningishziddha kept their alteration of Ti-Amat secret. Ti-Amat and Adamu wandered in Enki's orchard in the Edin, the mouth of the Persian Gulf, while Ti-Amat's pregnancy progressed. She made leaf-aprons for herself and Adamu. ENLIL EXPELS ADAMU & TI-AMAT FROM EDEN TO AFRICA Enlil, clearly the Yahweh of the Bible who did this expelling, is not, Sitchin says, the same Yahwehs "the unseen one" that orders the rite of circumcision for his followers. Sitchin thinks the latter Yahweh's a god, not just an astronaut, from Nibiru. [1995, Divine Encounters, page 375] See www.enkispeaks.com for more on our history. I jump here to THE DAYS OF ABRAHAM, Enlil (Yahweh)'s general for Sinai & Canaan, 2024 B.C.. The line of hybrid Nibiran/CroMagnons in Mesopotamia, those loyal to Enlil, were annihilated by the nuclear fallout that blew over them throughout Sumer after Ninurta and Nergal "the Bible's "angels"--nuked Sodom, Gomorrah and the Sinai spaceport. The only hybrids still loyal to Enlil and his sons and grandsons--Adad, Ninurta, Utu, Nannar--were Abraham and his descendants, whom Enlil had sent to the Negev and Caanan to guard Sumer from Marduk's forces in Egypt and Lebanon. Enlil ordered Abraham, Issac and their male followers to cut off their foreskins so they'd be clearly marked for Enlil and his sons and have phalluses like those of the Nibirans [Sitchin, Z., 1995, Divine Encounters: page 288]. Join us Sundays at 9AM for Yoga, 10AM for free Tantra Temple services and explore life through tantric eyes. Become aware of your chakras as we examine the correlations in these energy centers in your body with elements of your life and how they affect your well being, happiness, ability to connect with others and your relationship with divine consciousness, Source, the Creator of All. RSVP at our Meetup Group: http://www.meetup.com/Sacred-Matrix/ DONATE TO THE TEMPLE OF TANTRA Go to www.templeoftantra.org to make your donations to a cause that will definitely transform this planet. We're here now, dedicated to the rest of this wild ride to change this world and in the words of the late, great, Michael Jackson "Change the world, make it a better place. For you and for me and the entire human race." How are we going to do this? With your help. We're all going to wake up, get clear and conscious and become enlightened (in the light) of God Source consciousness and unconditional love. We begin by clearing our chakras of all negative programming that keeps us locked in fear-based lack, limit and competition and we move in to the Sacred Matrix, a world of love, connection, inter-dependency and plenty. Healed, whole, happy, healthy lives for all, our birthright, waiting for us. We're ready to make it happen. Your donations to our 501(c)(3) are tax deductable. We plan on buying more land for temples from coast to coast in every country round this world. We're beginning with our Maui Temple because it resides on the heart chakra of the planet Earth. Our land is right above the Halls of Amenti aka the Halls of Ascension. Many who come here feel it and start transforming just driving down the road. We're going to fix up the temple, remodel and create the most awesome, spiritual place in the world, right here in the most beautiful jungle every imagined. We just need a little help from our friends and with your help, it will become a reality, a sanctuary for spiritual seekers from all over the world. We also need contributions to our scholarship program. We need donations of building materials, labor (those skilled in construction, plumbing, electrical, solar, water systems, sustainability), tools, garden tools, kitchen supplies, help with the gardens and landscaping. You name it. We need assistance with this vision and with your help, we can pitch in together and make this happen. For those who've visited Harbin Hot Springs, you can get an idea of our vision. We plan on making this Harbin Maui (so to speak), the Sacred Matrix, a spiritual haven for consciousness, healing, personal growth and evolution. Join us for School of Tantra's Tantra School at the Temple of Tantra, Maui, Hawaii from 9AM - 5PM, Monday through Friday. There 4 Modules per Level and Five Levels to our certification program. Learn tantra for your own use, open up your own practice, teach others, become a Professor of Tantric Studies. You decide how far you want to go with your studies. You can earn a Certificate of Attendance, Completion, Accomplishment or Mastery. See www.schooloftantra.com ww.schooloftantra.com [/url]for more details. Click on Certification Program. Join us for the whole series or a day. Tuition is $997 per Module. We typically meet the third full week of each month, 12 months a year. Join us here in Maui or viritually through distance learning on the internet. We need a minimum of 2 people to hold this class. If only one person registers, we'll do a series of private tutorials to cover the information. Go to School of Tantra Certification Program: Level I: Certified Tantra Practitioner to register for Module D (Fall Semester (Oct, Nov, Dec)) or Module A (Winter Semester (Jan, Feb, Mar)), Level I: Certified Tantra Practitioner taught by Janet Kira Lessin & Sasha Lessin, Ph. D. Let us know when you're coming to the islands. Call 808-244-4103) In the five-day intensive Tantra School, singles & couples master tantra and better relationships. TRAIN FOR CERTIFICATION AS SACRED LOVER
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you In this first level tantra certification course (1 of 5 levels) we help students gain a basic understanding of tantra, its history, theory, energy systems, breathwork, yoga and techniques. We begin our journey with a strong focus on tantric psychology. sexual healing, clearing emotional, psychological and related physical trauma and dysfunction within self and moving outward to work in clearing relationships and chakra blocks using various communication techniques and psychotechnologies. For more information call 808-244-4921 email: schooloftantra@aol.com, web site: www.schooloftantra.com TALK ABOUT THIS MEETUP As a Professor of Tantric Studies and a High Priestess and Grand Mother Goddess of the Temple of Tantra, I highly recommend this course, which is a high consciousness path of spiritual evolution. As a co-teacher with Dr. Sasha Lessin, I've been through this course at least a hundred times with probably thousands of students over the past 13 years. The work these students do is truly transformational. Old dysfunctional patterns are dissolved and over-written with new, positive, life-affirming programs that elevate all. If you decide to embark on this journey, your life will never be the same. You'll discover who you really are underneath all the religious and social programming and conditioning that you've taken in to your being on a deep, core level. You'll develop skills to help awaken others and set them on their paths to awakening. Join us and help change the world, together, make it the true paradise we know it can really be. Be an affective force for love. Become the master of love and life that you know you are deep in your heart and soul. Have you ever wanted to run away from "home" and join a tantric ashram? Now you have a chance to explore that option. While were only going to be able to take in a few, we are working to develop tantric, residential, ashrams, communities, like in India, where those on the tantric path can live together. We seek to create family, and learn how to communicate kindly, learn how to cooperate with one another to work the land, clear gardens, plant and raise fresh fruits and vegetables. We hope to cook and clean together. Some will become lovers. Others friends. Well teach and learn together. Well grow and become enlightened (in the light), in love with each other, nature, the animals, the entire planet. This experiment in conscious community is not for the shy of heart. It will take diving in to ones own issues and a willingness to take feedback and overcome childhood programming and religious and cultural conditioning. You become a clear channel for God.dess/Divine Source. We'll interview one another, try it on for size, see how it works. We may not be a match. We may be a match made in heaven. Any way it turns out, we're having a great adventure, learning how to love. The idea of communities is catching on. We need to get back to the land, grow our own food, reconnect to nature for it seems there's a huge possibility that the infrastructure of our world may break down at any time and we'll be left fending for ourselves. Time to find tribe. And if armaggedon eludes us yet another generation, we'll have fun and create tribe, a family of people who consciously collect to commune, co-create and collaborate. Celebrate! More details will be posted soon at www.templeoftantra.org. SACRED MATRIX MISSION STATEMENT Unite, co-create spiritual family through the Sacred Matrix, a revolution in conscious evolution. Remember Source, were all divine, love incarnate. Through love divine, we support one to awaken, lean, grow, evolve, become enlightened (in the light). Enlightened, we create a planet of peace and transform the matrix of illusion and separation in to a partnership paradigm, a paradise of equality, truth, love, respect, unity, dignity, beauty, grace for all beings, plants, animals and Mother Earth (Gaia). Awake, aware, we become a clear vessel of the Divine, a pure channel of love and light. On this sacred journey to consciousness, we remove chakra blocks through spiritual psycho-emotional healing, personal growth work and spiritual practice. The Sacred Matrix honors the spiritual essence of all faiths, incorporates the best of all beliefs. Together we co-create a conscious path, a direct line to Source. Reconnected we heal all wounds, become fully alive, happy, healthy, in unconditional love with all of us, divine bliss, heaven on earth. Heaven brought to Earth dissolves the matrix of hierarchy, eliminates the illusion of separation, overcomes pain, war, death, disease and destruction. Negativity is replaced by a sacred matrix, a matrix of love where we encourage one another to do our best, heal, play, love and experience fulfillment, joy, bliss, sensuality, sexuality and right livelihood. The Sacred Matrix, a new paradigm of conscious, unconditional love, a place outside of time and space where we feel reconnected to each other, the divine, Source. Here we feel our oneness, honor the divinity in all beings, see the parts that ring true in belief systems and develop the wisdom to move past those things that no longer support all consciousness. We free ourselves from emotional, spiritual, psychological pollution, a gridlock within our bodies that manifests as chakra blocks that prevents kundalini awakening. Within the world the gridlock appears as anger, hatred, prejudice, intolerance, crime, violence, racism, separation and war. We break through these barriers, personal and global, to heal individually and collectively. We create paradise, a planet where loves the primary operating system and peace that respects all life, all consciousness, prevails. Through the Sacred Matrix, we remember who we truly are--light beings originating from Source. We operate from that oneness. We practice ahimsa (do no harm), candor (tell the truth), integrity, authenticity, kindness, pure intentions, honesty, personal responsibility, path of peace, consciousness, transparency and unconditional love. Choose spiritual evolution. Evolve to a higher level of being, an awareness of love that's free from war, fear, lack, prejudice, pain and hierarchy. Shift from the paradigm of the Illuminati Matrix, a design full of confusion, conflict, pain, separation and suffering to the Sacred Matrix. Embrace peace, clarity, love, bliss and Oneness, the realization that we all originate from Source, the Divine Flame that sparked us all into existence. Purpose: We recognize the contrast between the current illusion, a Zeitgeist (world view) reality of confusion, conflict, war, disease, pain and suffering and the internal longing for a world free of strife, full of harmony and peace that respects all consciousness and allows each and every one of us to live with dignity, beauty, grace and peace. All our basic needs for survival and happiness met, as a birthright, free from struggle. Until now no single organization has offered solutions to remedy these problems. The Sacred Matrix offers a paradigm of peace where every being embodies her or his own personal journey home to oneness where they become whole, complete, reconnected to Source. Contrast: Together we witness the contrast of separation: religious secularism, political polarization, sexism, conflicts in healthcare choices, competitive economics, environmental exploitation, and the deterioration and disintegration of our planetMother Earth. We recognize that if we dont change our way of life and the way we view ourselves, each other, and our planet, we will ultimately face a future of planetary annihilation, destruction and desolation. We are in a collision course with our destiny and we still have time to make the necessary changes to save ourselves, this world and all the beauty of plants, animals, flora and fauna that we've been blessed to have as our home. Solution: The Sacred Matrix offers a paradigm of peace where every human being can enter, gain and understand their own personal integrity and what it means to live from it. All beings learn how to connect with others to form cooperatives of integrity through creating conscious, kind and loving intentional communities, neighborhoods, associations, cities, countries and worlds where sharing and love is the norm. By beginning in our own neighborhoods with friends and family, we prepare to be good neighbors and galactic citizens worthy of inclusion to higher technologies and solutions to improve our lives and save our world. Overview: The Sacred Matrix is based on the human chakra system, a virtual rainbow vortex of light that channels through individuals, through one another and collectively across the planet. The incremental spectrums of the colors of light represent various spiritual paths and cultures we were born into. We acknowledge our ancestors, their love and good intentions and select elements that resonate with the core of our being to follow throughout our lives. These spiritual and religious paths tabs or indexes on the template of consciousness. Centrifugal force pulls us from beginning levels, the outer circle of reality into deeper awareness of greater possibilities in the inner circle. Ultimately we arrive in to the center of oneness, the Spheres of Existence, levels of pure light that radiate out to all and embrace us in divine love. Conclusion: We recognize our path and placement on the chakra rainbow vortex of light and consciously choose to continue that emanation of Source or move to another ray of light (emanation). We realize all emanations ultimately converge into Source, the white ray of light, illumination and enlightenment. From this enlightened pinnacle of we KNOW absolute truth: WE ARE ALL ONE.
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