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Clio and I'd spent the evening
loving together with our two
men and they'd fallen asleep "I run all these fantasies, of
really
going deep with you, of falling totally in love with complete
abandon and being as involved with you as much as my boyfriend.
My
heart yearns for that level of intimacy with the feminine."
"Same here. Perhaps it's something unresolved within
myself. I long to bond with mother for in my real life my mother
and I never bonded. I want to connect with sister, for in my
real
life my sister and I always fought. I want to love myself for in
my
real life I have never loved myself and thus I created all
illnesses. I've been ill-at-ease."
"It's so interesting watching your face. It changes, ever
evolving, like the many faces of God/Goddess throughout. I'm
learning so much about the nature of love and about myself. For
in
loving woman outside of myself, I love myself through my perfect
mirror." "Yes! And where are those symbols for us, as
women and
for all of humanity so that we can achieve the balance and
actualize
that the yin and yang are equal, both internally and
externally?"
We paused to soak it all in. The wonder, the magic of the
evening and the revelations we now shared. I broke the silence,
"I
think it is only by the dance of the feminine that women may
find it
again. I feel we must dance with our female mirrors, like we did
as
young children in order to realize the true beauty and value of
ourselves."
****Excerpt from Janet's book with Sasha:
POLYAMORY,
MORE LOVES, MORE LOVING Synergistic Sacred Sex & Reverential
Relationships in The Poly Tantric Lovestyle
www.schooloftantra.com
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World Polyamory Association 
